Sometimes I even shock myself by the boldness of some of my actions. I mean... the things I try to pull off can have some serious consequences but for whatever crazy reason... I still proceed. I forsee a change in myself in the near future. Mark my words. By early May I'll be a new man: I'll have increased discipline, confidence, and determination. I promise. I just have to get over this hump with school and events in mid-April. Be strong... you will prevail.