No Surprise here

I can already tell I'm in for a serious letdown. All the signs are there: she's methodically avoiding me online, excuses are more and more abundant (she's catching a cold, etc), she's ignoring my WAP messages. I know she's stressed out about it and it probably consumes her but she's going to take the easy way out. She's going to be a no show for our ill-advised rendezvous. Her justification will be this: it was an evil idea from the get go so the evil act of not showing up will be acceptable too. Possibly this is the best thing that could happen to me... who knows. But as of right now... i'm a little hurt. I mean, just blew $240 and this will ruin our friendship... again. That's it... I quit. I'm hanging it up. I should be over it in 3-4 days.