I'm really not in the mood to write. I'm only writing this because so much has happened recently and I feel like if I don't write anything this blog would totally neglect such a critical and important turning point in my life.

It's just difficult.

I just returned from H-Town, where I once again lived my days with wild abandon. Old wounds were pried open then re-stitched up. I triumphed from winning new conquests I never thought possible. And now I come back drained and spent. Nothings new though, I always come back the same way...

But I know this time is different... Because I know it's the last time, at least when its all about me.